29th of fukin september
Sooooo I had a huge breakdown in class today and got sent home. Cant even handle the first week. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME I AM SO HAPPY TO BE HERE. Why cant i handle it??? It makes me so angry at myself, cause thats me missed one important drawing day - which gets assesed. Not a good start, what if I don't want to come back? What if its not for me? What if i end up going home and getting a job and hating my life ??????? Never had anxiety in my life then I go to uni for the best years of my life and BAM it just comes in and ruins everything. And its my fucking birthday tomorrow, already planned a night out and shit but i am SO not up for socialising, gonna give my own birthday a miss hahahaha
